Uncertainty

The Futrue is Uncertain

So is the present

and so is the the past

The questions

Who What When

Where Why and How

They are always asked

But almost never

in full answered

Life Is Uncertain

But if it wasn’t

Boredom would be ours

for enternity

So bring on the Uncertainty

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People

You know I was just thinking about people in my life, or lack thereof depending on your point of view. People I went to school with, my friends, most people my age in general are married or divorced or engaged or at least have a baby… so the question is what is wrong with me, I will be 27 in 2 months and I still have no real urge to settle down, yes I wouldn’t mind being in a relationship, but to fully settle down, to never travel like my plans were, that I am not ready for, I still want to do a huge trip across Europe- London, Paris, someplace in Spain, someplace in Germany, Rome, Florance, Sicily- hell then go further- Egypt, Moscow, The Great Wall of China, Toyko- then I stop and think… about do I really want to stay in Iowa… I would love to live in NYC or LA or even Chicago… I would love to go back to school, but I still don’t know what I want to do for the rest of my life… then I stop and think about how short life is, how I have all these plans do everything I want then settle down… but what if I don’t have the time to do so… life is so short… how you choose what is most important… what do you have to do in this life to fill satisfied… what if you can’t choose… what if you want everything… I don’t know anymore

Dreams

Okay here are some weird dreams I have had in the last month:
1) For some unknown reason I was back in my high school (for some type of event) and there was this guy, he was someone I use to know then he morphed into an unknown man and he brought out some guns and locked us in the library, people were panicking so I was trying calm them down and making crazy ideas how to escape, then the guy walked back in and I woke up.

2) Kim (my sis) and I where driving and we were going down this steep hil into like a parking garage and this guy like cuts us off causing us to flip over a few times but we landed right side up but Kim was hurt really bad, and I got out and calling 911, we were in this like underground parking lot and road and I could see a subway and olive garden and other places it looked like a downtown. I then went over to protect Kim until help arrived, she was really hurt. Then all of a sudden she wasn’t she got up and met Lucy (her friend) at subway. I was still at the scene and there was this guy who just had this worried look staring at me, then I woke up.

Music

I am trying to keep my calm it is not easy, people are so stupid sometimes, and the phones at work suck which makes us look bad and I am going to get the 24th off even if I have to call in, so to keep my calm I am listening to music but since my brand new head phones somehow broke I am not very happy…

Music

I am trying to keep my calm it is not easy, people are so stupid sometimes, and the phones at work suck which makes us look bad and I am going to get the 24th off even if I have to call in, so to keep my calm I am listening to music but since my brand new head phones somehow broke I am not very happy…

People

Well I am not getting my new hours so I missed a chance to change my days off all because people can’t think before they act… yeah I am a little mad and my boss is not even here for me to talk to him… I don’t know anymore what to do or what to think… I am just going to sit at work and be quite I am not going to do more then I was hired to do no more extra work without extra money…