Grace

I stare into Space
Nothing I can help
My mind seems to just go
Go to the dark and the black

I pray for grace
I pray someone hears my yelp
I can no longer go with the flow
I need my soul back

So as I stare into space
I am praying for grace
I need my soul back
I can’t let it go to black
I need my soul back
So as I stare into the black
I pray for grace
As I stare into Space

I look at the bottle of liquor
I look at the bottle of pills
I see the darkness in the edges
I stare into the black

All ,those I love, do is bicker
It makes me want to run to the hills
But all that will do is build wedges
When the black of death is a better track

I stare into Space
Nothing I can help
My mind seems to just go
Go to the dark and the black

I pray for grace
I pray someone hears my yelp
I can no longer go with the flow
I need my soul back

My thoughts are red with blood
What if I choose to end it all
Will it be better?
Can it be worse?

I am thought of as less than mud
And this bitch will never crawl
But I have written that letter
But have put it all in reverse

So as I stare into space
I am praying to for grace
I need my soul back
I can’t let it go to black
I need my soul back
So as I stare into the black
I pray for grace
As I stare into Space

I pray for grace
I pray someone hears my yelp
I can no longer go with the flow
I need my soul back

I need my soul back
I can’t continue to stare into black
I need my soul back
Before I give into the black
So as I stare into space
I pray for grace

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Timeline Update

This October Monster University Part II is very far behind, I have written some of the stories and outlined the others, however they won’t be posted until after the new year. I am going back to focusing on getting Elemental Mazes ready for my December release and my NaNoWriMo novel The Midnight Phoenix. Come the new year I will be more focused on my timeline 2017-2019.
 
KATI’S TIME LINE:
NOVEMBER: NANOWRIMO: WRITING THE MIDNIGHT PHOENIX FINISHING GETTING ELEMENTAL MAZES READY FOR PUBLISHING. SCHEDULING CAN CHANGE
 
2017:
 
OCTOBER: MONSTER UNIVERSITY PART II/ ELEMENTAL MAZES EDITS
 
NOVEMBER: WRITING THE MIDNIGHT PHOENIX
 
DECEMBER: PUBLISHING ELEMENTAL MAZES AND CREATURES AND MAGICAL BEINGS OF KATY LILY
 
JANUARY: PUBLISHING SHADES OF FEAR
 
FEBRUARY: PUBLISHING PRAYING
 
MARCH: PUBLISHING MONSTER UNIVERSITY PART II
 
APRIL: PUBLISHING THE MIDNIGHT PHOENIX
 
MAY: THE FEW AND THE PROUD A GUARDIAN’S LIFE
 
JUNE: PUBLISHING FALLING PIECES
 
JULY: AN UNHOLY CREATION
 
AUGUST: DEMONIC SAVIOR
 
SEPTEMBER: AN UNHOLY KILLER
 
OCTOBER: MONSTER UNIVERSITY PART III
 
NOVEMBER: NANOWRIMO TBD
 
DECEMBER: PUBLISHING DARK SHADOWS
 
2019:
 
JANUARY: THE UNKNOWN SISTER OF SHERLOCK HOLMES
 
FEBRUARY: THE LEAGUE OF THROW-AWAYS
 
MARCH: CITY OF CLOCKS
 
APRIL: BLOOD AND WATER
 
MAY: THE ZODIAC
 
JUNE: PUBLISHING PURE SHADOWS
 
JULY: TRUST FEW
 
AUGUST: TBD
 
SEPTEMBER: TBD
 
OCTOBER: MONSTER UNIVERSITY PART IV
 
NOVEMBER: NANOWRIMO
 
DECEMBER: TBD
 

Excerpt: Elemental Mazes

Excerpt: Elemental Mazes

Katy Lily Book 4

All Rights Reserved

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She closed her eyes.  “Powers that Be, I need you to tell what to do here.  You sent me back from death for a reason, what is that reason?  Is it to fight this war?  To die in this war? Goodness died last time to destroy Darkness and look, Darkness has returned.  Why go through all this when Darkness just comes back?”  She sighed.  She did not expect an answer.  “I do not want to have to think about this!”  She suddenly yelled out loud.  “Help me!  Help me please!  This world is chaos!  Darkness hounds my every move!  She is even in my blood!”

Monster University Part II

I have decided to challenge myself again in October. 1 short story a day between 750-2500 words centered in the Monster University Universe!

September 30th Prologue: Zoe and Aeron! (Rachel’s sister and brother! What will happen?!)

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October:

Day One: Draco

Day Two: Drake

Day Three: Frank

Day Four: Beth

Day Five: Lucas

Day Six: Kat

Day Seven: Mia

Day Eight: James

Day Nine: Ewan

Day Ten: Hal

Day Eleven: Sam

Day Twelve: Darin

Day Thirteen: Sebastian

Day Fourteen: Morgan

Day Fifteen: Tony

Day Sixteen: Bleu

Day Seventeen: Ian

Day Eighteen: Gabriel and John

Day Nineteen: Erik

Day Twenty: Gus

Day Twenty-One: Abe

Day Twenty-Two: Jo

Day Twenty-Three: Ajit

Day Twenty-Four: Viv

Day Twenty-Five: Bo

Day Twenty-Six: Kristoff

Day Twenty-Seven: Jon

Day Twenty-Eight: Caliban

Day Twenty-Nine: Cameron

Day Thirty: Naome

Day Thirty-One: Kitty, Lila and Ida

Bonus: Sherman

Bonus: Raven

Bonus: Alyssa

Countdown To Halloween Year II

I have decided to challenge myself again in October. 1 short story a day between 750-2500 words centered in the Monster University Universe!

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September 30th Prologue: Rachael

October:

Day One: Draco

Day Two: Drake

Day Three: Frank

Day Four: Beth

Day Five: Lucas

Day Six: Kat

Day Seven: Mia

Day Eight: James

Day Nine: Ewan

Day Ten: Hal

Day Eleven: Sam

Day Twelve: Darin

Day Thirteen: Sebastian

Day Fourteen: Morgan

Day Fifteen: Tony

Day Sixteen: Bleu

Day Seventeen: Ian

Day Eighteen: Gabriel and John

Day Nineteen: Erik

Day Twenty: Gus

Day Twenty-One: Abe

Day Twenty-Two: Jo

Day Twenty-Three: Ajit

Day Twenty-Four: Viv

Day Twenty-Five: Bo

Day Twenty-Six: Kristoff

Day Twenty-Seven: Jon

Day Twenty-Eight: Caliban

Day Twenty-Nine: Cameron

Day Thirty: Naome

Day Thirty-One: Kitty, Lila and Ida

Bonus: Sherman

Bonus: Raven

Bonus: Alyssa

 

Excerpt Elemental Mazes

Excerpt Elemental Mazes Book 4 of the Katy Lily Series

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             Katy sat with Riley; they were sitting on the plane. The first maze wasn’t so bad a few choices made, a bit of power out of control. She feared perhaps their birth mother was right and she was going dark.

Riley could practically hear her thoughts. “Nobody is pure light or dark until they make themselves that. Those who are dark gave up. They were told they were dark or cursed or they had no choice. They didn’t fight. They didn’t try. And that is what made them dark. They gave up. They invited darkness into their soul. There isn’t just light and dark. You can’t have one without the other. And no being is perfect. They just try to be a bit better than they were the day before and they hope for the best. They fight to be light. They fight to be good. And those people where are they? Those who fight? They are light.”

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